This is something which is close to my heart since childhood days! Was looking through one of my music book which I have scribbled back then. This meaning was written by my cousin sister.  Check this out!! ;)

The moon as it shrinks with the passing of each night
Together through each day, time too passes by
The beauty of the nature; none would stop to gaze
But here are eyes that yearns to seize a peak

The breezes always blowing
The nights ever smiling
Has anyone out there stood n embraced
But here are hands that wants to feel and be amazed

The winds may be blowing
The suns shall keep shining
There haven’t any changes to these
The earth and skies; continues the showers of blessings
These blessings will never cease

Look, there goes my beloved clouds
Hey do stop by to share your rains
Shhhh…. there sings the songbird
Please do stop by to soothe my ears

Let the world be a haven
Let’s seek its many blossoms
Let this life be a present
Let’s find from it true its many treasures

Does it ring a bell to you ??? Nope????…. There you go ;) This was the song I danced for when I was Primary 3…. Something which is really really close to my heart…

Nilaa kaaigirathu neram taeigirathu
Yaarum rasikkavillaiyae
Intha kangal mattum unnai kaanum
Thendral pogindrathu solai sirikkindrathu
Yaarum suhikkavillaiyae
Chinnak kaigal mattum unnai teendum

Kaatru veesum veyil kaayum kaayum
Atil maatram yaetumillayae
Ahhh…
Vaanum mannum nammai vazha chollum
Antha valzhthu ooyavillai endrendrum vaanil

Nilaa kaaigirathu neram taeigirathu
Yaarum rasikkavillaiyae
Intha kangal mattum unnai kaanum

Sa ma ga paa pa ma pa maa ga ri gaa ri sa ni
Sa ma ga paa pa ma pa maa
Sa ma ga paa pa ma pa maa ga ri gaa ri sa ni
Sa ma ga paa sa ga maa
Ga ma ga ga ma ni ni tha sa ri saa ni tha pa
Ga ma ga ga ma ni ni tha ga ri saa ni tha pa ma ga

Ato pogindrathu aasai megam mazhaiyai kaetukkolungal
Itho keatkindrathu kuyilin paadal isaiyai kaettukolungal
Intha boomiyea poovanam untan pookkalai taedungal
Intha vazhkaiyae seethanam ungal thevaiyai kaelungal

Nilaa kaaigirathu neram taeigirathu
Yaarum rasikkavillaiyae
Intha kangal mattum unnai kaanum
Thendral pogindrathu solai sirikkindrathu
Yaarum suhikkavillaiyae
Chinnak kaigal mattum unnai teendum

Back to school days!!!! Love it to the max!!!! :)


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I don wanna be a gal who’s gonna bother what others gotta say for I know I have my own unique ways

I don wanna be that gal who tears each night she falls unto bed for I know I have strength to fight my bad days

I don wanna be the gal who would ever loose her drive for I have found more fuel; I’m gonna keep that fire ever alive

I don wanna be that gal whom u could knock on her head for i MIND U! I’ve found my courage to climb over ur head

I don wanna be that gal so innocent so ignorant anymore for yeap I have come to realise I’m not a kid anymore *sigh*

To those challenges lying ahead : I salute YOU; It’s U I m waiting to face

To seek heights :

Find the hurdles

Face the hurdles

Fight the hurdles

THE NEWER ME ……. :)

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Just few more days to my special day! Or shall I call it an unforgettable day! A day which everyone is looking forward except me.. Time passed like a wind. Things changed from time to time. Priorities changed as the days passed on! But memories still remains unleashed. I’m not sad that you left me cos I know there is someone else out there who will take care of me way better then you will. But the feel of being dumped and cheated still haunts me.

I was so closed into falling back to u the other day! But that love for someone I have now made me stay strong and move on. I understand the guilt you and your family maybe facing. Well something which I can forgive but never forget. Well I always felt guilty to whatever have happen despite for what every physical and mental torture I went through. But now I feel that it’s waste of my time, energy and my precious life. So much of  sleepless nights, unpeaceful sleeps, nightmares and etc etc. I can say this on and on.. That much of uncertainty in my life.

I forced myself to stay uncontrolled. Even I got back my freedom, I did all sorts of things to bring that feel to me. As I’m surrounded with fear all over. I tried not to bother about anything.Its something I wish to forget for good!!!

There are still questions running in my mind which I’m searching for answers. What happen after that day?? What happen after that when things were sorted out?? What happen to the love and obsession you had?? Why did you let things go that way?? When I was going through trouble; “sorry” was the only thing you could say?? But why?? If so why did u leave me so much of love and hurts in my heart when it turn out to be this way? Things may not have been very good previously.. But things would have been good after that. Cos that’s when I realised everything.. So why???

You have shattered everything in my life.

The bond between me and my family is no more because of you!

The trust my family had in me is no more because of you!

The peace in my family is no more because of you!

My dreams were shattered because of you!

My sacrifices are worthless because of you!

Too many pressure and things are happening here because of you!

But it’s not going to go over my head! Even I’m still in the midst of finding solutions for that I believe that my parents will eventually understand me and let the things go my way!

You started it on my birthday 2 yrs back and I really hope there will be a fullstop this birthday! Birthday is a special day for everyone! And you have left a mark on it ?? Hmm..

I still believe things will change after this year and by my next birthday, at least I’ll have to be successful in something.. At least, even its something small ….

I’m blessed with a good family. I’m blessed with plenty of friends who love and care for me. They are the pillar of  my strength, motivation and happiness… I love them :)

Best wishes to myself…. =)

One and Only

Naz :)

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reflections

Each time I feel some happiness why am I thinking twice?

Each time when it sinks into me why is it that it seldom lasts?

Each time I gain some strength why is it that I’m taking it light?

Each time when I feel that rage, why is it that it’s for a short while?

Each time I smile for me, why do I fear of that smile? What am I cautious about?

Each time even a small little thing, why does let me so very down? Why have I become so fragile?

Now with the glimpse of that rainbow, why and what am I STILL tensed about?

Why do I seek my space to recall and reflect of stuff?


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- 1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses I love you
- 6 Roses I wanna be yours
- 7 Roses I’m infatuated with you
- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses You are perfect
- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses Be my steady
- 13 Roses Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses Can’t stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses Saying “I love you” with great affection
- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses Please marry me!
- 365 Roses Can’t stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

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