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I don wanna be a gal who’s gonna bother what others gotta say for I know I have my own unique ways

I don wanna be that gal who tears each night she falls unto bed for I know I have strength to fight my bad days

I don wanna be the gal who would ever loose her drive for I have found more fuel; I’m gonna keep that fire ever alive

I don wanna be that gal whom u could knock on her head for i MIND U! I’ve found my courage to climb over ur head

I don wanna be that gal so innocent so ignorant anymore for yeap I have come to realise I’m not a kid anymore *sigh*

To those challenges lying ahead : I salute YOU; It’s U I m waiting to face

To seek heights :

Find the hurdles

Face the hurdles

Fight the hurdles

THE NEWER ME ……. :)

Each time I feel some happiness why am I thinking twice?

Each time when it sinks into me why is it that it seldom lasts?

Each time I gain some strength why is it that I’m taking it light?

Each time when I feel that rage, why is it that it’s for a short while?

Each time I smile for me, why do I fear of that smile? What am I cautious about?

Each time even a small little thing, why does let me so very down? Why have I become so fragile?

Now with the glimpse of that rainbow, why and what am I STILL tensed about?

Why do I seek my space to recall and reflect of stuff?

I know its been quite some time since I actually updated my blog. So many attempts, so many drafts, but there were no ends. Was just thinking to pen down something which flows in my mind and so here I am.. This is something which I tried out recently which was scribbled in my notebook. Just put some words in place and came out with this.. =) Hope you like it …

All I need is just one more day
To seize the time when I know it’s mine
To seize this day when I’d kept many away
To seize the opportunities to show I’m not that all

When I know there is that one more day
Then why should I lead it astray
Let me once all over again
With the simplest things, the simplest deeds
With the simplest smiles into much simpler times my way

Not letting the fire raging down in any way
Not letting anyone feel that I am just into another day
With the simplest thoughts and simplest motives
With great powers comes great responsibilities
With good thoughts comes fulfillment in the rewards
Wishing for that dawn, into a simpler yet success-most’ day!

Woohoo…. Finally tried out a poem after so long… Hey peepz.. Just a random one i came out with… I guess i did fairly ok for a try; first time after so long!!! Oopss i know its some sort of very feeling a.k.a romantic one..Yeah yeah.. :P Its all tamil songs influence… ;) But not more than anything… Just sharing.. since some of them say it turned out nicely.. Yippidi!!!

My heart and soul is just for you
Sometimes i will wonder if its true..
I dropped myself into loneliness becos of you
I left everything just to be with you

Looking out the window
Seeing the moon
Talking and smiling
Thinking of you…

Seeing your name
Brightens my face
Brought me a smile
Which makes my day

It just gives me love, joy
happiness and hopes..
And its all becos of you….