:’( …… I’m feeling so so so so tired!! Whole week of training.. Too technical i feel.. Haiz.. Sooo much things to learn!! Pretty afraid though.. Grrr…

Anyway my whole of last week went by, by training and classes.. I’ve got plenty of assignments to do and am like feeling sooooooo tired.. Hehe.. Still have got about 2+ more assignments to do.. Spent my whole day yst sitting in front of my lappy and doing my assignment.. and all.. Well in btwn was watching videos and surfing around as well.. Night going in and out of my room as well.. haha.. as in go in to sleep and come out to continue with my work lor.. what else.. yeahh last night learnt how to use photoshop from a good friend.. Actually there were soo many attempts whereby i went in and came out like zillion times.. :D then finally went in and thought just give it a try! :D haha.. but still i was abt to come back when i bumped into the gal on msn.. She thought me the minor stuff.. and somehow just practice with that… Hahaha.. that lil gal gave me an assign to create my own sig for a forum.. and m like trying to work on it though… but then did a simple design on my fav pic instead.. :D

Hmmm still have to undergo another week of training and am like wondering how is it gonna be like.. Well am very happy with my team though… Seem a very happening one!! The feel of coming to work is pleasant.. & the 3 of them who are with me are very easy to mingle with.. We get along pretty well.. ;)keke.. so yeah.. i like my job scope and environment.. which is very impt for me.. So am pretty happy to stay here though.. Well not really looking fwd to start work. Pretty nervous about that… But i believe as the time goes by.. I’ll be perfectly alright… Last week was pretty tough for me.. Cos i started my week by attending both the training and my class.. Which make me feel weak.. Cos there are way to many things to absorb in both.. My following week would be the same though.. Just waiting for my training to get over first.. & off course my course as well.. which would be over by next mth end.. yippidi!!!!

& then what else.. Nth much as of now.. I still have not make up my mind on my research project.. Still confuse on what i wanna research on. My lecturer suggest me to have my sampling on my friends.. Since i just started with my current work.. I can’t do much in there.. But still a pretty confuse abt that…

After attending my stats class, i would coming out from my lecture room with a BIGGGG QN MARK IN MY HEAD! … cos its that much of stress it is causing.. Especially on the research method modules.. Our lecturer always attack us with the pitfalls of a research which scares us to the max!!! Yeah no one is perfect though.. But our work is all abt how we convince our hypothesis of our work.. We can do any research on our friends.. But then.. what is the purpose for that.. Using that research, what can one do abt that???? Grrrrrr…. Hehehe.. You must be a good narrator.. keke

Hmmm.. watched Fashion yesterday.. Liked that movie very much.. :P … Looking forward KKK next week.. keke… Finally Puli & Prabhu are back in action… Wow!! I was dumbfounded to see Rishi… He changed alot!!! As in physical appearance.. And the highlight was his facial hair!! Looked pretty messy though.. But he looked pretty cool ;) Teared @ the last part of the episode though.. Where Shri’s dad would call him a loser… :’( No matter what.. Parents should not use such words like stupid, loser or anything degrading towards their children.. Even though they feel that the children had gone astray… It would create a lot of impact in them and would affect their future.. Usually its cured by REBT & CBT.. Firstly finding out the reasons for the kid on why is he behaving such.. & then CBT is on getting instructions about the past. By using that therapy they would let that particular incident to fade away from the person’s life and change their perspective about themselves

Ok now back to KKK.. Well they ended where the father telling Shree that he was a “Zero” which brought tears in me.. :’( .. But then at the same time focusing on the other son Vicky feeling guilty. Cos his bro was taking the blame for something he and his friends did..even though it was an accident!
Hmm.. So i feel that probably in the following epi.. he might own up!! Really hope things will change in KKK…

Ok folks.. Thats all for today!!

Sorry guys.. suppose to have continued on fri.. but did not have the time..

Hmm… How can i not forget abt the exams which was held on thurs. It was my family dynamics paper.. A paper which i had no confidence @ all! Well yeah! Only started studying a week before my exams.. & that too not consistantly.. With so much of distractions, confusions on how and what to study and all.. This is my first time i felt like this in my entire tertiary level of studies.. well this module is one of my favs cos it had got to do with our life.. its abt family and how does a family functions. what is family.. a family refers to 2 or more ppl related by birth, marriage or even adoption who resides together in the same household. Whether is mum or dad, grandma or grandpa, husband or wife, sister or brother, uncle or aunt or any type of relations… Well our main focus on this module is abt marriages and families, dealing with facing of problems(mainly)>> divorces, loss of a family member, adolescents, family cycle etc etc.. and studying all this in One week is definitely not enough.. Somehow manage and prioritize what to study with all the resources i had and did my best! haha.. well the paper was suppose to start @ 7pm.. but for the muslim students(breaking fast time and all) it only started @ 7.30.. and yeah.. aft watching jodi no.1.. i got this sudden craze on a dancer michael who is opp hema.. despite having a gr8 talent in dance(and me being a dance freak).. i find him extremely humble when the judges comment on him.. and so i was very much looked fwd him @ kkk.. which also made me more crazy over him.. haha.. u guys can ask my friend vithu abt him.. i would be practically talking abt it to her.. and to my surprise!! there was actually a guy in my class who looks exactly like him!!! Lolz.. It was my 3rd qn.. if i’m not wrong.. & the qn was “what are the five types of marriages and define them”(this is how a 2 marks qn is??) Imagine 20 marks essay.. :O… :D ..
“Knock! Knock!” came in our hero… [EXCUSE ME!! U R LATE FOR EXAM!!!] haha.. i was shock for a moment.. [as in thought michael was in front of me] :D ok ok.. i know its too over.. and then continued with my paper.. well i know that i did not do that well even though the paper was easy.. cos i was lagging behind in some areas.. Well in 2 marks qn.. i just need to ans the qns.. But as for essay(which is 20 marks)… i need to support my ans with references.. which i failed to do so.. i was only being able to ans the qn.. A big lesson learnt for not attending lectures and not being consistant.. A mistake i should nvr do in future in order to achieve what i want.. Expecting at least a Pass this time.. See how it goes.. Our next term modules are out and still yet to decide what i’m gonna do.. Was discussing with mum abt joining my college for full time..

Talking abt KKK earlier on.. I should say… KKK craze have came back to me.. It was actually fading away recently.. but then aft the new season started… and abt the big hoo haa ppl are making abt it.. it interest me very much!! [hey guys don't mistake its bcos of that particular guy :P] but then aft seeing the title song.. it seemd pretty interesting and off course a lil bit abt school in singapore is reflected.. as in it really brings in my previous school day this time..the concept is not that pleasing though.. but then lets see what have they got in future…

F1 Night Race is tonight.. First time in SINGAPORE.. wowow!! hehe.. am not a car person. but did caught the practice sessions and qualifying round.. Wanted to drop by just to have a look.. But then am like feeling too weak to even step out!! & also.. not gonna miss the FINALS of Dhool today..(Hopefully).. Sangeetha being the guest judge for the show.. Pretty looking fwd her comments towards our Singapore dancers.. My fav grp is all time Apsara Asia… But then since they are not in the finals.. My next fav is Aerocratz.. Wish them all the best..

Sunday is suppose to be a FAMILY DAY!! but here!! nah… all at hm are busy.. grr.. ex. me! well no one is at home as usual.. and am like stuck @ home today.. just bcos at least someone has to be home[some delivery stuffs coming] … Well Hari Raya is coming.. and its a very busy week for everyone.. Unlike me.. falling sick during this time.. Thank god am perfectly alright now… Did some spring cleaning.. with blasting music..  Will have to continue it later… Ok then.. Let me end it here.. even i have loadz more to share..

See ya next time!

Eid Mubarak to all muslims out there…
May Allah’s Blessings be all with u..
And to all my loved ones!!
I would like to take this opportunity to ask forgiveness..
Sorry if i hurt u peepz in anyway…

Adioz

Signing Off,
One & Only
NazGaL ;)

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