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Each time I feel some happiness why am I thinking twice?
Each time when it sinks into me why is it that it seldom lasts?
Each time I gain some strength why is it that I’m taking it light?
Each time when I feel that rage, why is it that it’s for a short while?
Each time I smile for me, why do I fear of that smile? What am I cautious about?
Each time even a small little thing, why does let me so very down? Why have I become so fragile?
Now with the glimpse of that rainbow, why and what am I STILL tensed about?
Why do I seek my space to recall and reflect of stuff?
I feel like giving up something which I have been holding on dearly for so long. I’ve been seriously giving a serious thought about this but the voices in my mind are just asking me to leave it. Ever since things changed; I’ve started losing hope and its demotivating me very much. Lack of concentration and motivation ; I’m just a walking stick around for the sake. I feel like I’m in search of a newer dream. But what exactly it is??? Hmmm…
What’s there to go on when its no longer satisfying me ?? It’s no longer giving me happiness anymore..?? Or even satisfaction ?? How much long can I rekindled the flame again and again and again ?? I feel everything is becoming useless now.. Its becoming meaningless now… I came here for a purpose and the purpose is to achieve my goal and do something I like… But what exactly I’m doing now?? I was promised to do something else… So what if its a big organisation?? So what if ppl say a “Wow” when they hear where I’m working… Besides my team.. I can see that others are just taking advantage of our youth and giving a job with is not “suppose” to be done by us! Again I very much know that I’m still under observation and internship.. But i miss spending time with my kids.. I miss spending time with people.. Hearing them talking to me… Not talking to my senior and evaluate and observe from them right?? And what’s up with residence meeting has got to do with me??? which makes me stay till midnight? Crazy isn’t it?? *sigh* I’ve nvr complained abt my job and tried to love it for the sake of the great people I work with … But I guess am feeling a little tired about it now! :) Loosing hope ???!???
In 10 yrs down the road I should see myself as a well-known Psychotherapist (Counsellor) of my own centre… =)
Mighty Mighty Evening!! Happy 44th Birthday Singapore ;)
Finally settled down infront of my lappy to write about my very own country Singapore after watching colourful NDP 2009 and saying out the pledge together with the nationwide @ 8.22pm.. It gives me a sense of satisfaction and proud to be a Singaporean… Many many love you Singapore..
Yippidi!! Finally today Singapore is celebrating its 44th yr of Independence, young & energetic which is something am really proud off! Very much looking forward the NDP today… ;) Following is this yr’s theme song for our very own National Day by Electrico!! Awesome job dude!! The song is indeed very meaningful….
2009 NDP Song — > Come together; Reaching Out Reaching Up
This is our very own Singapore flag; Its a symbol of statehood. Our National Flag consists of two equal horizontal sections, red above white. In the top left canton is a white crescent moon beside five white stars within a circle. The features of the flag were not arbitrarily chosen. Each feature has its own distinctive meaning and significance: red symbolises universal brotherhood and equality of man; white signifies pervading and everlasting purity and virtue; the crescent moon represents a young nation on the ascendant; and the five stars stand for the nation’s ideals of democracy, peace, progress, justice and equality.
Hmm the following video is one of our very own most favourites songs which makes up weep and feel proud of our very own country and seeing this we could know how Singapore suffered becos of the British and Japanese, being chased away from Malaya.. From a sea port to a clean green & most importantly a beautiful city… Yet Singapore took it with a great spirit and turned into independence. This song comes along with our pledge(2:07 – 2:38). Check it out! Whenever I hear or sing a long this song.. By the end of the song; tears would be strolling down my cheek with happiness and pride….Hmmm.. Check out guys…
PS: Pledge (bold)
There was a time
When people said that Singapore
Won’t make it
But we did
There was time
When troubles seemed too much
For us to take
But we did
We build a nation
Strong and free
Reaching out together
For peace and harmony
This is my country;
This is my flag;
This is my future;
This is my life;
This is my family;
These are my friends,
We are Singapore… Singaporeans..
Singapore our homeland
Its here that we belong
All of us united
One people marching on
We’ve come so far together
Our common destiny
Singapore forever
A nation strong and free
This is my country;
This is my flag;
This is my future;
This is my life;
This is my family;
These are my friends,
We are Singapore… Singaporeans..
We the citizens of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one united people
Regardless of race; language or religion
To build a democratic society
Based on justice and equlity
So has to achieve happiness; properity
And progress for our nation
We are Singapore; We are Singapore
We will stand together
Hear the lion roar
We are Singapore; We are Singapore
We’re are nation strong
And free forever more
We are Singapore; We are Singapore
We will stand together
Hear the lion roar
We are Singapore; We are Singapore
We’re are nation strong
And free forever more
This is my country;
This is my flag;
This is my future;
This is my life;
This is my family;
These are my friends,
We are Singapore… Singaporeans..x2
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! ;)
A Happy Journey Starts Like That! –> People should be considerate.
Posted by: NazGal
Sometimes it makes me wonder; why are some people inconsiderate even when there are advertisements all over. As always, I got in the train from my place. And it was not as crowded as always. Got myself a seat and I eventually fall asleep(i was very sleepy here) 1/2 my journey. A sudden urge made me wake up only to find out there was this pregnant lady who was standing abt 5 seats away diagonally me. For a moment i was shocked and i immediately stood up to offer her my seat. She smiled at me with a ”thanks” . Which means? No one actually offered her a seat for her to refuse right? I was extremely absurd by such attitute.! There were some incidents; i’ve came across too. Like for example. Just recently; then again i offered my seat to an elderly who got in the train about 6 stations later. That was a particular station where alot of people got in, especially elderly. The next moment the other lady got up and offered hers to another elderly and then another. So waiting for someone to make the first move?? What is there to even think for this? There are two more incidents i really want to share too. One was in 190 bus. It is one of the bus I usually travel home from town because it actually enters the expressway, smooth 15 – 20 mins ride straight to Bukit Panjang, which is just few minutes to my area. Usually this bus is always crowded especially during the peak hours where people who works at town, living near my place takes this bus. I remember very well. Me and my cousin sister was standing at the connection a bendy bus. There was this couple whom got in on the Raffles Town Club bus-stop where it is just 2 – 3 stops away from the expressway. So at most time during peak hours; its fully packed till the door. So as i mentioned. A couple got in the bus there and the wife was actually pregnant. I could not see exactly what happened, but all i heard was ” Could someone give a seat to my pregnant wife? ” Aw… I was so touched by the concern of the husband but appalled by people whom were around her. And so in such situation; when i will not hesitate to even voice out. I hope am not over exaggeratting here. But sometimes i really find it hard to accept such inconsiderate behaviour. Although it has been improved; compared to before There are still minority people who ignores it. It just brings down the image of being a “Singaporean” ! I mean its understandable; being in a busy city, people tend to get tired and being always travelling in a all-time crowded transportations. Sometimes people are too tired to even think about others who needs it more. Like mentioned earlier on. Things are getting better here compared to previously. But its about time every single one should have the practice of this. Hmmm…. & yeah finally this incident which is something which I’m a little proud off. This time i was standing. If I’m not wrong an elderly came in the train; went in between of the car standing. Hmm.. that was where i spotted a primary school student directly infront of me sitting down. I looked at him; he looked at me and then i gave an eye signal pointing at the elderly lady. He looked at her and immediately stood up and offered his seat smiling at me. That gave me a sense of satisfaction. That elderly lady saying “Xi Xie” (thank you in chinese)to the boy couple of times before sitting there. From this we can see that they need it more then us. Being in the younger generation, we are physically active compared to elderly… Hmmm anywayz, would really like to share a video done by our very own Singapore and its always played in the MRTs. And loadz of picture advertisements on that as well as priority seats signs, which is actually letting us know how important it is to be courteous and considerate here. But sometimes it still make me wonder ” Are all this suppose to be taught or isn’t it just like common sense??” Haiz…. Hey guys.. Yes I am very proud to be a Singaporeans. As we are really coming up pretty well. Its just that some minority basic manners each and every of us should inherit. Just a while ago, was finding a picture of this priority seatings and came across a blog where there was this one person who actually commented. ” good point. it’s not very often you see that many needy people anyway. besides, there are priority seats on every corner. The needy have the right to ask to sit there. And that doesn’t mean they’re only allowed to sit at those places. Look around you and see if anyone’s willing to give up their seat. This is Singapore. Don’t expect even a tad amount of “kindness” ” Which means Singaporeans are not kind people? Hmm.. Okiez guys. Check this video out …..by our very own comedian Phua Chu Kang(Gurmit Singh).
Woohoo…. Finally tried out a poem after so long… Hey peepz.. Just a random one i came out with… I guess i did fairly ok for a try; first time after so long!!! Oopss i know its some sort of very feeling a.k.a romantic one..Yeah yeah.. :P Its all tamil songs influence… ;) But not more than anything… Just sharing.. since some of them say it turned out nicely.. Yippidi!!!
My heart and soul is just for you
Sometimes i will wonder if its true..
I dropped myself into loneliness becos of you
I left everything just to be with you
Looking out the window
Seeing the moon
Talking and smiling
Thinking of you…
Seeing your name
Brightens my face
Brought me a smile
Which makes my day
It just gives me love, joy
happiness and hopes..
And its all becos of you….
