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Wishing for those good old times when I was just what I want
No worries of those sort now but happiness I realize has never been mine
Misery it was those times, nothing has changed even now
Just that misery has come in a different form
Starting to think and hesitate before I laugh
Cos those few moments thereafter tugged under the pillow
seeing myself in deepest shadows; deepest sorrows
Just felt so lonely those times, but even now nothing has come around
Just can’t figure out a way, figure out how I can rid all that is haunting me each time
Each day has become a pain, each day there’s so much to pull through
And smile that has become oh so fake
Life…what can I gain out of you
When deeper into a world I swim but in fact I’m sinking through
Why is it that even when I keep away, yet misery still comes my way
Can’t laugh can’t smile cos inside it has become oh so much.
Waiting for the time when those dull clouds get by
Once again lying in wait with hopes so dim I can’t see light
Oh Allah, I want to see the light. I need that tinge of happiness in life
This is the day I realise
I’m the biggest fool on earth
Time had shown me the symptoms
But’d been so stupid to have denied
I’m wishing for a small death to pass by
And a little awakening to another life
Oh Allah, please bring me the strength
Please bring me the colours
Oh Allah, to you, today I plead most;
I really beg
A small death & a never awakening
Night sang a silent whisper with the rustle through the wind
A gentle breeze that brought me up
Kept those tales all on the strums
Rainbows were what she’d wanted to seek
But in shadows she still remains so bleak
Let the skies open up, let the suns shine through the nyt
Let the angels come reside, let there be that soft little touch
The gentle breezes though once more
Hold on little girl they sang a song
For all along they’d stood by her
Apart from just those pretty walls
The smiles and happiness she found those days
She made tribute to u
The strength and light that u once gave
She’s returned it to the blues
As much as you had seemed so near
But not for long; you’d disappeared
It’s okay; it’s alright
It’s just another journey she’s fallen unto
Let the skies open up, let the suns shine through the nyt
Let the angels come reside, let there be a gentler touch
Night sings a silent whisper with the melancholy through the winds
A gentle breeze that’s bringing me up
Leaves a single tale that’s left unsung this lovely little nyt…..
Hahaha.. Speaking about my title of this post?? Does it ring a bell to you?? Oh yeahhh!! The same dialogue from the movie ‘Something Something Unakkum Enakkum” So so wondering why this title?? Well that’s for fun.. Just creating some hype for this post.. Lets see whether its going up the sky or going down the drain… keke :D
Guess you guys must be wondering whats up with this girl right?? Well yeah!! The same old crazy gal is back into action..(again i think so :P) Was reading my previous posts and asked myself… Was it me who wrote all those.. Hahaha.. Well I’m not boasting.. But I was kinda admiring and smiling away reading my own posts.!! & now I’m here… Telling myself.. “Come on Naz! Let’s write”
Well its been sometime since last I blogged… Hmm.. Can I blame it on my work?? Oops.. No! Cos I remember seeing it somewhere that WORK meant to be something which is done laboriously, painstakingly, forcefully.. :P .. Perhaps I should just say that I’m been caught up with passion towards my profession!… xD! .. Haha not only that.. Well maybe would just say that I’ve lost touch of my favourite stuffs…
Haizz… Hope I’ll be back to normal soon… So many reminders by my friends on the blog and off course, the one who initiated for me.. I guess he told several times and on the 7th of April, he wanted to see a blog post.. Sorry buddy! I started out a post.. But continuing now.. Lolzz..
Okiee guys… Things hasn’t been really good for me in the mth of March.. But it put off well in the beginning of April… I really hope everything will go on well hereafter… Having amazing friends around me.. Family whom I realised that they understand me well afterall.. Many many love you guyss..Still at the same firm.. Enjoying work and being with working colleagues.. Plenty of things to share.. But don’t know what to start with.. So let this post be a starter.. At least hereafter I will start writing something instead of accumulating more drafts than posts… This is done forcefully by me.. Well am forcing myself to post this… So guyss please bear with me…
Something something.. *winx**winx* xD !!!
Now understood the meaning of Something Something…… ;) Nothing…
Well ppl might start reading this post thinking there’s something.. But eventually there is Nothing… :P
Hehehe.. :D Hereafter Naz will be back with a bang… This is just boosting up my writing skills…
Love u guysss…
One and Only ,
Naz ;)
My New Yr Resolution 1 – The Newer Me
Posted by: NazGal
I don wanna be a gal who’s gonna bother what others gotta say for I know I have my own unique ways
I don wanna be that gal who tears each night she falls unto bed for I know I have strength to fight my bad days
I don wanna be the gal who would ever loose her drive for I have found more fuel; I’m gonna keep that fire ever alive
I don wanna be that gal whom u could knock on her head for i MIND U! I’ve found my courage to climb over ur head
I don wanna be that gal so innocent so ignorant anymore for yeap I have come to realise I’m not a kid anymore *sigh*
To those challenges lying ahead : I salute YOU; It’s U I m waiting to face
To seek heights :
Find the hurdles
Face the hurdles
Fight the hurdles
THE NEWER ME ……. :)
