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This is the day I realise

I’m the biggest fool on earth

Time had shown me the symptoms

But’d been so stupid to have denied

I’m wishing for a small death to pass by

And a little awakening to another life

Oh Allah, please bring me the strength

Please bring me the colours

Oh Allah, to you, today I plead most;

I really beg

A small death & a never awakening

A little girl, one day, stood by the roadside, admiring the many cars that whizzed by. She smiled to herself. “Wow, their journey must be great ones.” Then, one day, a car stopped by. A chap called out, “hey little one, just pop in. No worries, I bet I will hold on to you.” And so her journey began. It was beautiful. Every moment was nice and comfy. She smiled. She enjoyed. The car moved on. There and then, it fumbled and tumbled through paths of rocks. All along, in her heart, she said to herself, someone had said he’s gonna hold on. The trust held her, for she too held on.

Then, their car came to a crossroad. ” Hey I’m gonna take that way. I’m sorry but I’ve to drop you off.” It was a matter of 2 minutes, those words exchanged.

Hmmm… what was it for that she held on so tight? What was it for that she’d fought? What was it for that then she’d to be left back; back at the same roadside?

She wiped her tears and prayed each day. Oh God, let the journey for him be at least most nice and smooth.

By the roadside as she stood. Smiling and tearing, walking but fearing.

Then, again, another chap called to that little girl. “Hey kiddo, just pop in.” Sigh was she really a kiddo?

There she stays by the roadside. Looking at all those cars whizzing by. Somethings inside kills her often. Oh god, she called. She needed a shoulder. She couldn’t handle all alone. Mama….she called. “Oh my baby, what are you crying for?” “Mama… mama… abcdefg…. ” she explains. In her mother’s arms, she stays.

by the little girl ~

Mighty morning guys… Came across this email this morning which was forwarded by my cousin sister and thought of sharing it with you guys.. Well I guess this is something to think off. Check it out! =)

Many years ago, while on a visit to America, a wealthy Chinese businessman was fascinated by a powerful microscope. Looking through its lens to study crystals, he was amazed and most fascinated at their beauty and detail.  So with great delight he decided to purchase one and take it back to his homeland.   

Back home, this businessman was thoroughly enjoying using the fine instrument until one day he so happened to examine some rice he was planning to eat for dinner. Much to his dismay, he discovered that there were tiny living creatures crawling in it.  

Since he was especially fond of this staple food in his daily diet, he wondered what to do.  Finally he concluded that there was only one way out of his dilemma; he would destroy the instrument that caused him to discover this very distasteful fact!  

So in his denial and dismay he smashed the microscope to pieces. Yep, just broke that thing into scrap and there was nothing left but broken parts. “How foolish,” we might say. 

But many people do the same thing with their own discoveries about themselves and about life.

So often the heart of man will refuse an obvious truth and instead of trying to deal or correct the problem and make things better with their knowledge or discoveries, they attack, break and destroy the instruments that somehow enlighten or help  bring them a very clear insight to the real problems.

Sometimes a friend becomes our microscope! Sometimes our mates are those instruments!

Maybe a teacher or a relative magnifies our hidden problems and we refuse to see. But we have all in our own way, helped destroy the instrument of enlightenment and refused to correct the problem!

Night sang a silent whisper with the rustle through the wind

A gentle breeze that brought me up

Kept those tales all on the strums

Rainbows were what she’d wanted to seek

But in shadows she still remains so bleak

Let the skies open up, let the suns shine through the nyt

Let the angels come reside, let there be that soft little touch

The gentle breezes though once more

Hold on little girl they sang a song

For all along they’d stood by her

Apart from just those pretty walls

The smiles and happiness she found those days

She made tribute to u

The strength and light that u once gave

She’s returned it to the blues

As much as you had seemed so near

But not for long; you’d disappeared

It’s okay; it’s alright

It’s just another journey she’s fallen unto

Let the skies open up, let the suns shine through the nyt

Let the angels come reside, let there be a gentler touch

Night sings a silent whisper with the melancholy through the winds

A gentle breeze that’s bringing me up

Leaves a single tale that’s left unsung this lovely little nyt…..

Hahaha.. Speaking about my title of this post?? Does it ring a bell to you?? Oh yeahhh!! The same dialogue from the movie ‘Something Something Unakkum Enakkum” So so wondering why this title?? Well that’s for fun.. Just creating some hype for this post.. Lets see whether its going up the sky or going down the drain… keke :D

Guess you guys must be wondering whats up with this girl right?? Well yeah!! The same old crazy gal is back into action..(again i think so :P) Was reading my previous posts and asked myself… Was it me who wrote all those.. Hahaha.. Well I’m not boasting.. But I was kinda admiring and smiling away reading my own posts.!! & now I’m here… Telling myself.. “Come on Naz! Let’s write”

Well its been sometime since last I blogged… Hmm.. Can I blame it on my work??  Oops.. No! Cos I remember seeing it somewhere that WORK meant to be something which is done laboriously, painstakingly, forcefully.. :P .. Perhaps I should just say that I’m been caught up with passion towards my profession!… xD!  .. Haha not only that.. Well maybe would just say that I’ve lost touch of my favourite stuffs…

Haizz… Hope I’ll be back to normal soon… So many reminders by my friends on the blog and off course, the one who initiated for me.. I guess he told several times and on the 7th of April, he wanted to see a blog post.. Sorry buddy! I started out a post.. But continuing now.. Lolzz..

Okiee guys… Things hasn’t been really good for me in the mth of March.. But it put off well in the beginning of April… I really hope everything will go on well hereafter… Having amazing friends around me.. Family whom I realised that they understand me well afterall..  Many many love you guyss..Still at the same firm.. Enjoying work and being with working colleagues.. Plenty of things to share.. But don’t know what to start with.. So let this post be a starter.. At least hereafter I will start writing something instead of accumulating more drafts than posts… This is done forcefully by me.. Well am forcing myself to post this… So guyss please bear with me…

Something something.. *winx**winx* xD !!!

Now understood the meaning of Something Something…… ;) Nothing…

Well ppl might start reading this post thinking there’s something.. But eventually there is Nothing… :P

Hehehe.. :D Hereafter Naz will be back with a bang… This is just boosting up my writing skills…

Love u guysss…

One and Only ,

Naz ;)