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This is something which is close to my heart since childhood days! Was looking through one of my music book which I have scribbled back then. This meaning was written by my cousin sister.  Check this out!! ;)

The moon as it shrinks with the passing of each night
Together through each day, time too passes by
The beauty of the nature; none would stop to gaze
But here are eyes that yearns to seize a peak

The breezes always blowing
The nights ever smiling
Has anyone out there stood n embraced
But here are hands that wants to feel and be amazed

The winds may be blowing
The suns shall keep shining
There haven’t any changes to these
The earth and skies; continues the showers of blessings
These blessings will never cease

Look, there goes my beloved clouds
Hey do stop by to share your rains
Shhhh…. there sings the songbird
Please do stop by to soothe my ears

Let the world be a haven
Let’s seek its many blossoms
Let this life be a present
Let’s find from it true its many treasures

Does it ring a bell to you ??? Nope????…. There you go ;) This was the song I danced for when I was Primary 3…. Something which is really really close to my heart…

Nilaa kaaigirathu neram taeigirathu
Yaarum rasikkavillaiyae
Intha kangal mattum unnai kaanum
Thendral pogindrathu solai sirikkindrathu
Yaarum suhikkavillaiyae
Chinnak kaigal mattum unnai teendum

Kaatru veesum veyil kaayum kaayum
Atil maatram yaetumillayae
Ahhh…
Vaanum mannum nammai vazha chollum
Antha valzhthu ooyavillai endrendrum vaanil

Nilaa kaaigirathu neram taeigirathu
Yaarum rasikkavillaiyae
Intha kangal mattum unnai kaanum

Sa ma ga paa pa ma pa maa ga ri gaa ri sa ni
Sa ma ga paa pa ma pa maa
Sa ma ga paa pa ma pa maa ga ri gaa ri sa ni
Sa ma ga paa sa ga maa
Ga ma ga ga ma ni ni tha sa ri saa ni tha pa
Ga ma ga ga ma ni ni tha ga ri saa ni tha pa ma ga

Ato pogindrathu aasai megam mazhaiyai kaetukkolungal
Itho keatkindrathu kuyilin paadal isaiyai kaettukolungal
Intha boomiyea poovanam untan pookkalai taedungal
Intha vazhkaiyae seethanam ungal thevaiyai kaelungal

Nilaa kaaigirathu neram taeigirathu
Yaarum rasikkavillaiyae
Intha kangal mattum unnai kaanum
Thendral pogindrathu solai sirikkindrathu
Yaarum suhikkavillaiyae
Chinnak kaigal mattum unnai teendum

Back to school days!!!! Love it to the max!!!! :)

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Mighty morning..

Back with my posts again… Hmm morning woke up @ 6 and got ready for work.. Seeing my bro getting ready for school, while mum preparing for my bro and dad listening to the news in radio. My sis wasn’t even at home.. I guess she went out yesterday night with her friend who was at my place.. Well good for me though.. As we always fight to use the bathroom first for shower.. haha.. Was feeling very tired waking up. Throat being so dry. Can’t even speak a word.. Oh gosh.. :D As usual i was 15 mins late whenever i need to come centre @ 8am!!! Well don’t know when i’m gonna get spotted and warned by my supervisors though.. Busy train.. Busy bus.. What more can i expect?? Ppl rushing to work.. Students going to school.. As usual, got sandwiched in the train.. hehe.. but it wasn’t that bad today though..

Oopz.. for ur info.. its like 3 pm already … :S .. started this post in the morning.. and still not done with it yet! :P multi tasking..

Weather have not been really good this days.. Global Warming!! causing the sun heat the earth like nobodys’ business.. (i guess this is the worst sentence i’ve ever created.. Muahaha) I guess am getting way to crazy here right.. Damn! Its sooooooo hot man! & me being at office.. Fully air-conditioned.. Centralised aircon(where we can’t adjust the temp). & imagine.. if i were to step out(outdoor) and the sun is directly to u.. phewwwww! contradicts.. isn’t it??? Like duh.. Cold inside… Hot outside.. How would our body system take it???? Well yeah.. Thats the reason ppl are falling sick often.. :( Haizz…

Well yeah … i did fall sick like soo many times in just 2 mths.. Worst still even my work makes me fall sick! Talk talk and talk.. Sing sing and sing.. Scream scream and scream.. Hehe.. Guess what!! I met my student last week.. Oh gosh.. she was a sweetheart during the tenure of my tuition lessons for her.. Very smart and obedient chinese lil gal.. and to think she is already p3 now!!! and i taught her when she was p1. It was soo.. unfortunate that i had to discontinue the tuition lessons immediately after her final exams.. :( oh yeahh.. what happen was that.. i saw her on train when i was going to work! she was lil small when i taught her.. now she is a lil taller compared to then. She was like “TEACHER REEEEEN!” Ooopz.. I was dumbfounded a moment.. It was like one end of a car to another end. & I was flushed! :D gosh.. i guess my cheeks were red!! i could feel it.. eyes were staring at me.. stunned a moment until she shouted again.. HELLO TEACHER REEN!!!& waving her hand… her mum was giggling away smiling and me.. and then i just waived at her back.. & that they were getting down at the following station.. Just waived a good bye and dare not look at anyone.. Oh gosh.. It was embarrasing.. but indeed a good experience.. Actually that was the day.. some wierd stuffs happen.. wierd as in.. good ones.. but it was just unusual.. “U know like.. feeling like an angel..”Like in the morning.. My sis woke me up.. Bringing breakfast for me.. (IN THE MORNING!!!) and then.. i left hse without my wallet.. keke.. while walking towards the MRT from home.. came across students who came to me to ask for donations.. (well i use collect donations for st johns, during my sec sch days though) and so was searching for my wallet in the bag! :D haha.. and told them that i actually forget to bring my wallet.. they were like ” u c.. luckily we stopped u.. quickly go back home and get it.. we will wait for u..”  well rushed back home and got my wallet… came back walking that way.. but they weren’t there.. and saw them again in MRT station while going up the escalator.. They saw me again and waved bye again… That was something really pleasant. Okiez now.. Back to class.. 2 weeks i did not actually go for my speech and drama class.. & so some sort my students actually missed me.. Recieved a warm hug from them the moment i stepped in the class.. So yeah… all this happen in just abt 2 hrs in the morning.. Hmmm..

Put your right hand in,

Put your right hand out

Put your right hand in

& You Shake it all about

You do the hokey pokey

& you turn yourself around..

Thats what its all about..

Aww.. this is one of my fav nursery rhymes.. & i love doing it with kids.. Gosh.. My mum have been telling me.. Am behaving like a kid at times.. Lolz.. yeah.. probably the change of environment does make one change.. kekeke..

& now.. abt all the cases i come across.. Teenage pregnancies.. Gang fights… Stealing… Behavioral Problems.. They are hard to handle.. Hmm.. its like a trend now.. Teenagers feels high about such stuffs… when its suppose to be ruining their life.. They are proud of it… They are just too ignorant about the consequences they need to face in future…

Okiez.. i think thats all for now.. I guess am gonna fall sick again.. My throat is still giving problems.. :( its way to dry… and its pain! Hopefully i will not be diagnosed to “dehydration” gosh.. i already suffered from it once.. don’t wan to go thru the same again.. :’(

Oh nooooo!!! How did i forget.. Keke.. on sat after work i went for a midnight show with my lovelies.. ;) Since some of them did not watched Ayan yet, so we agreed to watch Ayan and as well as Yaavarum Nalam(this was the reason i even go)!!! 2 shows for 1 price.. Ayan! As usual for the songs and surya u can watch it.. & Yaavarum Nalam was like awesome!!! As in, it was really a good thriller!! Made me glue on my seat and i was clinging onto my friend.. The whole concept was good and Maddy and all did a good job!!! Worth watching.. & then.. both shows ended @ 5 am! First train was only @ 6.20.. So all of us.. planned to hang out under blk and played cards.. and chit chatting as usual.. Worst thing was i left home @ 8 am to work and finished work @ 8 pm.. and aft that went to meet them…. Was sooo damn tired!!!! Caught the first train and headed back home.. On my way back.. Thats when my mum called and scare me.. Telling that “dad was actually praying” and what i was gonna ans him! Butterflies were flying in my stomach” Really hope dad would sleep before i come back and came out with all kinds of lies.. i mean “white lies” kekeke.. But then i was lucky enough.. Dad was asleep by the time i was back.. ;) Great escape!!!! Had a nice shower and hit the bed.. hehe dad left home for work even before i woke up.. So yeah.. Lucky gal! Aren’t i??? Lolz.. But then really had a good time aft sooooo long during a night out! Gosh i miss those days.. I used to always hv night out with friends..

Alrightz… Guess thats all for now… Current song which i have been humming is “Vizhi Moodi”.. Yst it was ” Pala pala from ayan” and now this.. haiz… I’m just trying to take out that song from my head.. But it is not!!! Longest break record was “Nenje Nenje though…” as in for this mth.. which lasted almost for a week.. kekeke..

Adiozzzzzzzzz

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Now to my entry…

Hehe.. Now at work. Hmm.. What shall i say abt it… Actually i don’t really want to talk abt it though… Things are going perfectly alright.. N abt my team members.. They are really good! ;)

Its just a lil stressful.. But tell me which work is not! I’m lucky in a way though. I always wished to work in an environment where i need not bring my work back home. & here i am.. haha.. wanna know what i mean.. Its not abt doing work at home.. But its abt bringing ur stress, emotions home… Which i’m free from this place.. No politics that i have seen in my previous companies.. Well not that i can see off?!? Getting use to everything… ;)

Ok now what??! Had my evo exams yesterday… Hmm surprisingly the paper was pretty straight-forward.. & I should say i was lucky! I only had a little time revising as i was busy cracking my head for stats!!!! Statistics in Psychology! Grrr.. I feel sooo irritated by just seeing the title.. I did not expect it to be such a pain… Have not completed that assignment and i can’t get hold of my lecturer.. I guess he must be busy with RT :( ….. Now working on the research project which was assigned to me… & this time is about Freudian’s 15 principles… Having my last exam on fri which is Addictions.. I’m kinda prepared for it.. But have got left to do with revisions…. Have decided to put a hold for my stats and study my addictions first. Am just soo worried that i’m unable to concentrate on anything just bcos i’m unable to do my stats… Well things have been not really working find for me lately.. Am losing interest in stuffs i love to do previously! :’( One of which is Psychology… I mean studies.. Ooops!

Haha.. I’m just tooo stressed that i’m talking sad stuffs up there.. Lets see if i got something interesting to share! Well oh yeah.. It is kinda interesting but yet sad on my side.. :S Hmmm.. I used to have a crush when i was a kid.. hehe.. well yeah!! i met him when i was in Pri 4…. 9+ yrs old then..We were good friends then but from the different classes… When we got into the same class the following yr… We became enemies.. :( … haha just cos my best friend did not get along well with him… grrr…We usually meet in tamil class only.. Haha.. i seriously have no idea when this crush thing came abt.. Hmm surprisingly, aft PSLE when the students get to choose their sec sch… All my tamil classmates chose that particular school.. But to my surprise.. only we both got into the same school.. Hahaha.. What a thing! keke.. But then as usual.. we weren’t from the same class. We only met in tamil class… Ok Ok… Enough of the introduction… No what! The last yr i met him was the yr 2002 when i left my sec sch..that was the time i realised i actually missed him.. he left sch at the same time.. from then there was no way i could ever see him.. I roughly knew where he stayed and whenever my bus passed by that way i would always look forward to see if he was there.. but he nvr appeared infront of me.. I had this kind of crush all this while.. but only shared with my friends in the yr 2005.. Till now i had a small wish.. that at least once i should see him.. and yeah! My wish came true last yr… During that time when i saw him.. I did not really recognise him.. My friends has seen him.. and they told him that he changed alot and all.. which made me look forward to see him more.. but then.. when i saw him yst.. i was sooo shocked! he was with his malay friends.. body full of tattoos.. piercings.. hmmm… :( It hurts me alot! It makes me think that.. I should have at least being his friend.. and probably he would not be like that now.. Now i’m wondering.. How i would have not seen him instead.. Well i did not wan to appear infront of his eyes.. & so i moved away.. with a broken heart! Ppl change.. He was the most brightest student among us.. n now.. where is he up to????

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Winners Versus Losers

The Winner is always part of the answer;
The Loser is always part of the problem.

The Winner always has a program;
The Loser always has an excuse.

The Winner says, “Let me do it for you”;
The Loser says, “That is not my job.”

The Winner sees an answer for every problem;
The Loser sees a problem for every answer.

The Winner says, ” It may be difficult but it is
possible”;
The Loser says, “It may be possible but it is too
difficult.”

When a Winner makes a mistake, he says, “I was
wrong”; When a Loser makes a mistake, he says, ” It
wasn’t my fault.”

A Winner makes commitments;
A Loser makes promises.

Winners have dreams;
Losers have schemes.

Winners say, “I must do something”;
Losers say, “Something must be done.”

Winners are a part of the team;
Losers are apart from the team.

Winners see the gain;
Losers see the pain.

Winners see possibilities;
Losers see problems.

Winners believe in win-win;
Losers believe for them to win someone has to lose.

Winners see the potential;
Losers see the past.

Winners are like a thermostat;
Losers are like thermometers.

Winners choose what they say;
Losers say what they choose.

Winners use hard arguments but soft words;
Losers use soft arguments but hard words.

Winners stand firm on values but compromise on
petty things;
Losers stand firm on petty things but compromise
on values.

Winners follow the philosophy of empathy: “Don’t
do to others what you would not want them to do to
you”;
Losers follow the philosophy, “Do it to others
before they do it to you .”

Winners make it happen;
Losers let it happen.

Winners plan and prepare to win.
The key word is preparation.

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Rain Rain Go Away!

Haha.. Wondering y I started off with this?? Well.. Its raining cats and dogs!!!!! Hmmm.. Finally had a very good sleep last night… Even though I went to bed early yesterday I woke up late today!!!! Lolz… Left my house only like 7.30am.. Only to find out it was raining heavily near my work place…

“Most heaviest downfall in Singapore’s History??” haha.. well my colleague was pretty surprised to hear that my place wasn’t raining… I’m surprised too… A while ago,another colleague of mine smsed that her kitchen got flooded and the plumber is fixing it… :O …

I was standing in between(connections) of two cars in the train.. & wasn’t really aware of the weather and everything.. Was just resting my eyes.. and suddenly felt that the train was going extremely slowly.. and heard the announcement from the train driver( or whatever they call him) that there will be destruption due to the weather.. :D well suddenly a song came into my mind.. Nursery Rhymes..

Rain Rain Go Away

Come Again Another Day

Little Children want to play

Rain Rain Go Away…

So…sweet ain’t it?? Lolz.. Use to sing this during my childhood days whenever the rain comes.. but then in a different way..

Rain Rain Don’t Go Away

Also come again another Day

Little Children love to play with You..

Rain Rain Don’t go away.. :D

Wasn’t listening to music this time.. As I was having headache and didn’t want it to worsen.. And so, things were running in my mind.. Abt my childhood days… Beautiful..

How much is that doggy in the window?? Oof Oof..

The one with the waggily tails??

How much is that doggy in the window?? Oof Oof..

…….. (Oopz.. Forgot the lyrics.. )

Ok this was the song I sang and dance on stage when I was 8 yrs old. It was talent-time in school where students were to potray their talents on stage.. I remember singing it with my Chinese classmate Mei Xin.. Lolz..i was imagining how cute we were?? I remember we were wearing a pink dress. We were singing and dancing together.. When the lyric of the song “how” we face each other and put our hands and show how.. & and then when the waggily tails, we puts our hands behind our back to show the tails and shake it!! Wow.. what a nice thing to remember.. Like this soo many memories came back.. & it started out with this song.. Rain Rain Go Away! Hmmm.. Aft getting off the train.. I waited for the bus very long..The moment I reached my office building, the entrance of it was flooded!! That’s where I realized it was actually raining heavily!! Kekekeke.. Hmm reached offy @ 9 am.. and till now have not start my work.. kekekeke.. Anyway its only like 3 working days left and I’m a freeeee bird!

To be continued..

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