Archive for November, 2011
Yo! Having been dominated by my ego, it refrained me from visiting here, but finally I told my ego “to hell with you” and here I come.. I “miss” my blog.. I “miss” the freedom of my usage in this blog…
“Nazreen!!!!! Nazreen!!!!” 6 am in the morning… Imagine, I was dread tired and just didn’t want anyone to disturb me… The least thing I ever expected to come when I’m asleep.. The knocks… it came… NO CHOICE but to just get up my sleep and open the door… “Enna ma………….” It was due to the exam paper i set… Answered her queries and went back to sleep…
Finally the sleep I ever expected was here… It was indeed a peaceful night without any worries or tensions on assignments… Having been going through nightmares lately, puffy eyes, frequent migraines.. Well I have a very less tolerance level of stress and therefore tend to fall ill whenever I’m stress..
Here comes the weirdest nightmares ever…. Recently I’ve been finding myself down with nightmares on my assignments.. I woke up several times in the middle of the night finding myself walking around in my house trying to hit back to bed… Hearing voices(from the assignment) during the nights asking me to go and do my assignments.. I see letters and words and numbers and references and everything which have got to do with assignments… How true, indeed, we are being bombarded with assignments which leads us to depression.. Wondering if the university will do something about it, and how I wish my lecturer actually does what she told us on the feedbacks she was going to give to the university.. Apparently this is what happens. Having being discussing about assignments, even in our whatsapp threads or facebook group threads, day and night, imagine yourself waking up with 100 over msges every morning.., informations shared by your mates, it tends to give us more fears on every mi-nute single things. How many words for title? hanging indent for references? how many words for abstract? can’t we exceed this amount of words?? etc etc.sometimes i feel like missing them by offing the alerts and all but eventually afraid of missing any important information from them… its scares all of us on thinking of how much will they penalize for every mi-nute mistakes we make.! Phew such a battle it is… Several times breaking down and feeling of banging my head in the wall saying – STATS GO AWAY FROM ME… I’m taking 3 modules and every other modules am pulling it through well except for this STATS!
So what’s next?? Just a day of celebration and back to the next assignment submission coming next week?? Pheww!!!! I just can’t wait to get over with these… & exams coming soon??? *sweats* HOWEVER i found myself entering into the new world.. Even though it’s really sucking my blood throughout, I met people with all walks of life, and putting our heads together and working on things together had thought me several lessons in life…. It inspired me to move forward working through my goals despite anything… It’s tough but at the same time it’s worth the try :) Awww something just pop up my mind at this very moment! “YNWA” Ah Ah… That’s the spirit! Jia You!!
