NazReens WebLog

Now to my entry…

Hehe.. Now at work. Hmm.. What shall i say abt it… Actually i don’t really want to talk abt it though… Things are going perfectly alright.. N abt my team members.. They are really good! ;)

Its just a lil stressful.. But tell me which work is not! I’m lucky in a way though. I always wished to work in an environment where i need not bring my work back home. & here i am.. haha.. wanna know what i mean.. Its not abt doing work at home.. But its abt bringing ur stress, emotions home… Which i’m free from this place.. No politics that i have seen in my previous companies.. Well not that i can see off?!? Getting use to everything… ;)

Ok now what??! Had my evo exams yesterday… Hmm surprisingly the paper was pretty straight-forward.. & I should say i was lucky! I only had a little time revising as i was busy cracking my head for stats!!!! Statistics in Psychology! Grrr.. I feel sooo irritated by just seeing the title.. I did not expect it to be such a pain… Have not completed that assignment and i can’t get hold of my lecturer.. I guess he must be busy with RT :( ….. Now working on the research project which was assigned to me… & this time is about Freudian’s 15 principles… Having my last exam on fri which is Addictions.. I’m kinda prepared for it.. But have got left to do with revisions…. Have decided to put a hold for my stats and study my addictions first. Am just soo worried that i’m unable to concentrate on anything just bcos i’m unable to do my stats… Well things have been not really working find for me lately.. Am losing interest in stuffs i love to do previously! :’( One of which is Psychology… I mean studies.. Ooops!

Haha.. I’m just tooo stressed that i’m talking sad stuffs up there.. Lets see if i got something interesting to share! Well oh yeah.. It is kinda interesting but yet sad on my side.. :S Hmmm.. I used to have a crush when i was a kid.. hehe.. well yeah!! i met him when i was in Pri 4…. 9+ yrs old then..We were good friends then but from the different classes… When we got into the same class the following yr… We became enemies.. :( … haha just cos my best friend did not get along well with him… grrr…We usually meet in tamil class only.. Haha.. i seriously have no idea when this crush thing came abt.. Hmm surprisingly, aft PSLE when the students get to choose their sec sch… All my tamil classmates chose that particular school.. But to my surprise.. only we both got into the same school.. Hahaha.. What a thing! keke.. But then as usual.. we weren’t from the same class. We only met in tamil class… Ok Ok… Enough of the introduction… No what! The last yr i met him was the yr 2002 when i left my sec sch..that was the time i realised i actually missed him.. he left sch at the same time.. from then there was no way i could ever see him.. I roughly knew where he stayed and whenever my bus passed by that way i would always look forward to see if he was there.. but he nvr appeared infront of me.. I had this kind of crush all this while.. but only shared with my friends in the yr 2005.. Till now i had a small wish.. that at least once i should see him.. and yeah! My wish came true last yr… During that time when i saw him.. I did not really recognise him.. My friends has seen him.. and they told him that he changed alot and all.. which made me look forward to see him more.. but then.. when i saw him yst.. i was sooo shocked! he was with his malay friends.. body full of tattoos.. piercings.. hmmm… :( It hurts me alot! It makes me think that.. I should have at least being his friend.. and probably he would not be like that now.. Now i’m wondering.. How i would have not seen him instead.. Well i did not wan to appear infront of his eyes.. & so i moved away.. with a broken heart! Ppl change.. He was the most brightest student among us.. n now.. where is he up to????