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:’( …… I’m feeling so so so so tired!! Whole week of training.. Too technical i feel.. Haiz.. Sooo much things to learn!! Pretty afraid though.. Grrr…

Anyway my whole of last week went by, by training and classes.. I’ve got plenty of assignments to do and am like feeling sooooooo tired.. Hehe.. Still have got about 2+ more assignments to do.. Spent my whole day yst sitting in front of my lappy and doing my assignment.. and all.. Well in btwn was watching videos and surfing around as well.. Night going in and out of my room as well.. haha.. as in go in to sleep and come out to continue with my work lor.. what else.. yeahh last night learnt how to use photoshop from a good friend.. Actually there were soo many attempts whereby i went in and came out like zillion times.. :D then finally went in and thought just give it a try! :D haha.. but still i was abt to come back when i bumped into the gal on msn.. She thought me the minor stuff.. and somehow just practice with that… Hahaha.. that lil gal gave me an assign to create my own sig for a forum.. and m like trying to work on it though… but then did a simple design on my fav pic instead.. :D

Hmmm still have to undergo another week of training and am like wondering how is it gonna be like.. Well am very happy with my team though… Seem a very happening one!! The feel of coming to work is pleasant.. & the 3 of them who are with me are very easy to mingle with.. We get along pretty well.. ;)keke.. so yeah.. i like my job scope and environment.. which is very impt for me.. So am pretty happy to stay here though.. Well not really looking fwd to start work. Pretty nervous about that… But i believe as the time goes by.. I’ll be perfectly alright… Last week was pretty tough for me.. Cos i started my week by attending both the training and my class.. Which make me feel weak.. Cos there are way to many things to absorb in both.. My following week would be the same though.. Just waiting for my training to get over first.. & off course my course as well.. which would be over by next mth end.. yippidi!!!!

& then what else.. Nth much as of now.. I still have not make up my mind on my research project.. Still confuse on what i wanna research on. My lecturer suggest me to have my sampling on my friends.. Since i just started with my current work.. I can’t do much in there.. But still a pretty confuse abt that…

After attending my stats class, i would coming out from my lecture room with a BIGGGG QN MARK IN MY HEAD! … cos its that much of stress it is causing.. Especially on the research method modules.. Our lecturer always attack us with the pitfalls of a research which scares us to the max!!! Yeah no one is perfect though.. But our work is all abt how we convince our hypothesis of our work.. We can do any research on our friends.. But then.. what is the purpose for that.. Using that research, what can one do abt that???? Grrrrrr…. Hehehe.. You must be a good narrator.. keke

Hmmm.. watched Fashion yesterday.. Liked that movie very much.. :P … Looking forward KKK next week.. keke… Finally Puli & Prabhu are back in action… Wow!! I was dumbfounded to see Rishi… He changed alot!!! As in physical appearance.. And the highlight was his facial hair!! Looked pretty messy though.. But he looked pretty cool ;) Teared @ the last part of the episode though.. Where Shri’s dad would call him a loser… :’( No matter what.. Parents should not use such words like stupid, loser or anything degrading towards their children.. Even though they feel that the children had gone astray… It would create a lot of impact in them and would affect their future.. Usually its cured by REBT & CBT.. Firstly finding out the reasons for the kid on why is he behaving such.. & then CBT is on getting instructions about the past. By using that therapy they would let that particular incident to fade away from the person’s life and change their perspective about themselves

Ok now back to KKK.. Well they ended where the father telling Shree that he was a “Zero” which brought tears in me.. :’( .. But then at the same time focusing on the other son Vicky feeling guilty. Cos his bro was taking the blame for something he and his friends did..even though it was an accident!
Hmm.. So i feel that probably in the following epi.. he might own up!! Really hope things will change in KKK…

Ok folks.. Thats all for today!!