Archive for 2008
Hey back once again to continue my previous post! Watching special programme on tv while typing this..
Yeah so feels good when i started my old habits…. Year 2008 have not been my yr.. I restricted myself from doing things due to some circumstances and got myself into depression.. Well abt paranoia stuffs.. I pushed myself so much for my studies as well.. Which also led me to this.. :)
Well new yr is coming in one week..
Looking forward the new yr… Things don’t have to be best… But really hope things will get better the next yr.. yeah! 2008 is a yr i met ppl whom i value very much.. as well as i also met ppl whom i regret meeting.. I also lost ppl..Always telling myself not to be angry with anyone and get annoyed unnecessarily….. & am really working on it.. :) hmm what else…. Getting myself involve in voluntary stuffs and projects, make me change to a better person…
Ok back to my title.. Lolz.. Y this title?? ah?? haha.. it was just a random thing.. ;) i can come out with all kinds of crazy stuffs… and one of it is this… its just a some sort of thought.. feeling that… when u like something.. its just not there.. hmmm…
Singapore has been really cold these days! I do not need to on my air-con or fan.. Even when i wake up with neither of them, i still feel that i’m up from my lecture room.. Today day went very fast.. I started out this post in the morning… But now ending it @ night.. :D >> this always happens when i’m lost with words..
Gonna finish my chapter 6 before going to bed!! am already feeling sleepy.. Nitey Nitez..
Or is it something so near…. Yet soo far… :S.. nah.. my title for this post is the correct one! Hmm wow! A new look for my blog.. Kekeke.. It looks amazing… Yeah that is the word! Whats wrong with me these days??? I use to write alot…. And i lost touch sooo much now! Well well… Finally my assignments and exams are over for this term.. & have confidence that i did well and would be able to cover up my past average grades to improve on my aggregrate.. ;)
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!
21 yrs past by my life… 22 yrs back my parents got married in this day… Awwww How sweet…. Looking at my handsome looking dad and pretty looking mum in their wedding photo in their blue costumes…. Sometimes seeing things happening around me.. makes me realise how lucky i am… How lucky i am to get my parents..
Term resuming on Jan 5th.. Which is like pretty soon.. Got myself involve with project coodinating, camps and voluntary works which is making my life going smooth…. Doing such stuffs makes me feel much more satisfied in life… What more i want ah??? ;)
Decided to fall in love with a vampire like Edward Cullens instead .. Haha… Went to watch Twilight with my best buddy today!! Wow! what ah tiring day man! We were out the whole day today… Jingling bells, shop keepers wearing santa clause hats, hearing the carols in every stores, people queuing up to wrap their presents, buying presents.. It was a very very busy day…. As in busy day for shopping! ;) We got for our friends presents as well… I just realise how hard was it to get a present for a guy!! For a guy who is your best friend, lover, husband, dad or even brother.. mayb, it is fine.. as we will know what they like and all.. but for a guy who is just a random friend.. knows nothing abt him..it was a nightmare! phew!!! all were just girly stuffs.. everywhere… we were walking and walking and walking… to no avail.. hmm finally got near to our place and got him chocolates.. :D there is a say… whatever we need.. it would be just near us.. but then we would go far away to find for it.. and as for me and my friend(especially), it always happens.. lolz..
Hmm now abt the movie i watched!! Well some might find it bored, fiction and maybe not their kind of movie.. But i liked it very much.. It was not my kind either.. but it became one ;) hmm a vampire controlling his needs, thirst for blood, for a girl he loves.. wowow! how sweet.. Well its not only about that.. but its about how it became one, how it feels abt being one and he being a vegetarian vampire and how he tries to protect the gal from the evil vampires.. I’m looking forward the second series though.. ;) Hehe got my friend to get for me the book… and GOSH.. he got it within minutes.. Hmmm.. have started reading it already.. 1 chapter done… paused myself.. as i didn’t wanna tire myself for today…
I’ve been always a book craze.. I love reading storybooks.. but i started to have this kind of problems-paranoia.. where it made me stop reading storybooks i wanna read! Whenever i visit the library, i’ll go around to grab a book.. and when eventually when i find one.. i would always tell myself ” instead of reading this book, why not read ur textbook, coursebooks, u have got loadz to read from there”
to be continued….
Firstly my deepest condolences to the Ms Lo’s family, Ms Lo who unfortunately happened to be one of the victim in the Mumbai Attacks :( … and to other victims as well..
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/393024/1/.html
Assignments fever came back again.. Why can’t it be just on exam basis where we students would have to just study and apply… :S and having it every term is just a pain..both exams and assignments i mean..Well well well.. Done with ONE! & working on the other 2.. Somehow getting there.. Would be able to finish one of it by tonight..(disorders) and continue my dementia tmr.. Managed to gather all the references but its just that i’m in the process of reading it and applying it for my assignments.. hmmm.. making me fall asleep.. lolz.. entertaining myself with music.. :D and tv.. hmm need to finish asap and start studying for exams.. :S
Well.. Its been 2 mths since i left my job.. Wow!! Time really run fast… Miss my ex colleagues loadz.. Miss those mischievous stuffs i did at work.. hehe.. i guess this is the most boring post i have post so far.. Will post often after my exams.. :)
Check this video.. So damn cute! :)
Hey guys,
Just wanted to share with u all this video.. My lecture yesterday was on Autism and it interest me alot.. Was checking out on it.. and came across this.. do check it..
THEY ARE SPECIAL KIDS.. :)
Would post more .. :)
hey peepz… Am back!! Well there are too many things to note down but i don’t know where to start… Hmmm.. was coming back home in MRT while listening to my mp3 player after so long(yst).. Came across this teenage student.. Not sure whether from a secondary school or special school.. Was observing her.. Hmm.. she seemed to be a special kid… should be in her early teens.. Since i was standing against the glass railings.. beside the door.. she actually came to the door i was at and smiling at me..(wierdly i meant) i didn’t know how to react.. but i just smiled at her back and continued to observe her.. she was doing unusual stuffs she was not suppose to do..I felt a little unusual and uncomfortable.. as she was a gal.. but then something strike me about working with special children and helping them… its about time i need to do something hands on!
And yeah… while sharing about the short incident in the previous para.. i realise i have to share something about the camp i attended recently.. Well i can’t tell about it as it is confidential.. but have got to know alot of things from there.. during adolescence… support from family is very important.. having both parents working and all, it makes these days kids think that there is no one is to care or spend time with them, and so it leads to them joining the bad influences.. These days, kids start smoking[its just an eg.) in the age as young as 9 years old.. hmm these starts because of peer pressure.. well in one of my case study.. it is such... *not being able to be in the group if i don't do what they ask me to do* *no sense of belonging* are the reasons..these students should make their own decisions.. they are old enough to know whether its right or wrong?? they should be able to fight for themselves..having 1 good friend is much more better then having many bad friends..its abt time parents should also spend more time with their children no matter how busy their schedule is... they should also share things with each other and build confidence in their children and also give the sense of protection cum belonging from the parents.. encountered another problem during the study i had.. it seems the most common problem btwn an adolescent and the parents is communication breakdown.. first is lack of communication between them whereas the other one is misunderstanding... a small scenario.. a gal feels that her mum does not want to spend time with her.. and vice versa and so communication breakdown occurs.. but actually they both want to spend time with each other.... In my case study.. I've got the chance to have a conversation with both the parents and students.. and this is what i conclude.. i could feel love they have in them.. i could feel the care and concern they have in them.. but the problem is not potraying it...in both the side..
Some personal suggestions from my side to build a rapport between the family members..[ doing it together as a FAMILY]
>>having bed time talks before sleeping (sharing daily happenings between the parents and the children)
>>having meals together
>>making it a point whereby every weekend doing some activities together like shopping, sports etc etc..
>>going to the library together
>>catching a movie together..
Easier to say.. Hard to do it.. Well in this current situation.. People are getting busy each day with career.. Even studies are getting tougher.. But then i strongly encourage that some time should be spared for family.. :) now i know the importance of a family and so in future, i know what to do if i have a family on my own.. :)
Things can be avoided if efforts are taken.. So pls ppl.. spare sometime with FAMILY…
haiz… l was just looking thru my timetable.. my deadlines for my assignment cum case studies(project) is like the first week of Dec… & Second week of Dec is exam break week.. and my 3rd week are my exams… which means my 21st b’day falls during my exam time.. :( Decided on what case study am gonna work on.. and getting some notes on that.. now have to work on the whole report of it.. and as for my neuro assignment.. when i saw the qn.. i wanted to actually break down…. as “neuro” is all about brain.. keke.. well thats all for now.. i think this post is lengthy enough.. will catch up soon [ i hope ] LOLZ..
One & Only
Naz ;)
